Within the Mist

God how I miss your voice and the words of a simple good morning

My heart has been so heavy since our last conversation and it is in mourning

Why couldn't this had been easier?

Yet nothing in life and love is

I miss you so bad that at times I can't breathe

The hold you have on me keeps me restricted and in unease

I keep trying to paint a different picture and yet it doesn't differ

You were never mine to begin with and yet I am going over and over in my mind of what could have been and what if

How dare you walk away from me and say your feelings you had for me have now began to shift

Yet I sit here in my own hell trying to keep it together knowing that something is there in the mist

I close my eyes and I can feel you touch my skin and I can hear you whisper you love me in my ear

Over time I guess I can try and forget you but we both know that will never be

You were the only one that could really ever see me

The connection we have to each other is like no other

You can pretend as if I don't exist if that helps you to cope

I'll just be sitting here and continuously clinging to hope

God please heal my heart because the pain at times is just too much

I miss you...